work is so stress.

now i really can feel the stress of being a manager.

just came back from work and oso management meeting.

and found out i got so many things to do.

and so many things have not done yet.

tats working life ba.

finish work my whole mind still thinking of work.

wat are things i still need to do.

wat are things not done yet.

haiyo stress ah.

haa.

hais.

i really envy those ppl having perfect family.

unlike mine.

dont have a mother who can really understand how youngster feel and wat youngster wan nowadays.

her mindset is stucked in her oldies.

and oso my relationship with my brother is not tat close like how others treat their siblings.

they can be best friends.

hais.

is not i dont want to go home.

somehow i dont like to go home.

i go home like no one bother abt me.

i go home like a dumb.

no one talk to me.

go home like so weird.

they like strangers.

hais i noe tat should not be the way.

but i dunno how to change the way.

i really dunno wat to do lah.

had a great full attendance gathering on our liu jie's birthday.

had our dinner at grapevine.

(:

my work had been very good.

when i went back to kallang for visit or for class.

ppl ask me how's work?

my ans will be 'very good.. better den kallang'.

yup tats the truth.

the crews there are good.

the impt thing is tat the management team there is united.

no badmouth.

no chaos.

no backstabbers.

unlike kallang's.

im really fortunate tat im transferred there.

with such a great resturant manager and 1st assistant.

i must really appreciate and do a good job.

looking forward for my class next month.

and i already take over payroll le.

can say i progress very fast le.

less den 2mths i already doing shift.

did cashsheet.

and oso had took over payroll.

although there's some crop up in my cashsheet lah.

lols.

need practice ba.

i believe i can do a good job de.

(:

met josias when i went back kallang 2 days ago.

and he congrat me regarding my promotion,

so happy.

to think back.

audrey did not even congrat me at all.

wat the shit right?

i miss my crazy five girls.

i miss our bitching and laughing session.

when can we have another one?

kbox session too!!

rmb those times tat we went until we got sore throat and our stomach are so full when we walked out of kbox?

lols.

but we are all so busy nowadays.

work work work.

we are all working now.

if u all free must ask me out de wor.

hee.

meet up soon~!

=p

i noe in life u will nv feel contented.

in any moment u will want sth more.

but at least now i feel so contented in my current life.

having wat i wanted and wished for.

got a stable job and im so happy working there.

having my friends and love one ard me and i love them so much.

really hope tat i wont lose anything or anyone of them.

really cant imgine i lose any of them.

think my life will be miserable and terrible ba.

haa.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY DURING EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE~!!

=D

if u all got read newspaper.

u might noe one of the unit opposite my block caught fire.

its already abt 3am.

i worked closing reached home abt tat time.

its so scary to see a huge water hose on the main road frm my hse.

all the way thru the carpark.

den to the cover walkway under block.

i already noe sth weird is happening.

i walked further along the walkway.

i saw ALOT of ppl.

hello its 3am.

y on earth ppl are not sleeping but loittering under block.

ppl was looking and facing up.

den i saw 2 fire engines.

im scared.

im shocked.

im panic.

i called my mother immediately.

to ask her where is she.

she told me she was outside the hse.

den i look up where all the ppl were looking.

it was actually opposite my block.

i relax abit.

i went up my hse and ask my mother wat happen.

she told me hse caught fire lor.

just now i reached home i read the news le.

the little girl who like to play fire and 'finally' the hse caught fire.

its midnight and her mother not at home.

wth lor.

read the link below and u will noe wat happen actually.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Singapore/STIStory_167016.html

hee.

lazy to type out the whole story lah.

lols.

hmm.

feeling stress actually.

i met few friends tat had not been contacting for quite some time.

i met ivor few days back near my hse.

he asked me whether im studying uni or not.

i said no.

fine.

next i met jinlong on msn.

he asked the same thing.

sians.

is like ppl 'expecting' me to study uni.

but the fact is i did not.

aiya watever it is.

i enjoy working life now.

i dont care wat ppl say abt me.

(:

here comes another post ever since my last post.

most of u all shld noe tat my life had changed quite alot.

had changed job surounding and new post.

yup i finally got promoted.

happy with wat im doing now.

having good restaurant manager.

having good colleagues.

having good crews.

im consider lucky le.

hope my luck will be with me where ever i go.

will i stay at mcd forever?

maybe?

i really dunno.

i dont find anything bad if i work there.

if i really like the job.

y not right?

is it a waste?

i dont think so ba.

now i realise promotion in mcd oso see qualifications de.

experience is not impt.

if u got the cert.

u will get the post.

so if i think back.

if i nv get my diploma.

think i wont be a 2nd assistant manager.

think i will just be a floor manager nia.

hmm when will be my next promotion?

im aiming to get promoted to 1st assistant manager in 5yrs time.

(:

another thing is i found someone who love me truefully.

i hope so.

really hope pray bless tat i wont meet the wrong one again.

it really took me time and alot of courage to accept him.

he gave me the courage to fall in love again.

he gave me confidence to believe in guys again.

he let me realise tat actually there are still good guys ard me.

this time round i really did consider.

im not as silly as last time le ba.

i think so.

consider real hard.

some of u might noe.

some of u are there for me during the days tat im considering.

telling u all stories abt him.

telling u all things he done for me.

thanks for giving me advices.

really thanks tat being there for me.

actually he did ask me whether i had forgotten the past.

den i told him.

forgetting the past is one thing.

forgetting the way tat he hurt me is another thing.

watever it is.

wat is past let it past ba.

i really hope tat he is my mr right tat i had been searching for.

we had been together for a mth le.

things had changed.

he started to get angry easily.

i started to throw temper easily.

we both realise tat.

we talked abt it too.

its like we both noe each other more le.

den hack care le lor.

we noe tat tat's normal and common for couple.

but we both just dont want tat to happen.

its not very good lor.

yup.

i promised not to throw temper easily.

i promised not to show attitude easily.

(:

both of us oso noes tat for the first few mths are so-called 'honeymoon period'

we asked each other 'can our honeymoon period last forever?'

we hope so too

(:

initially i dont dare to love him so deeply with my whole heart.

im still scared tat i will get hurt again.

he noes tat.

but i see him love me so much.

i just feel tat its unfair to him if i dont love him as much as he love me.

so as time goes by.

slowly i love him more and more le.

if there's anything goes wrong again.

seriously shit i really dunno wat to do.

dunno wat will i become.

well so just hope tat everything goes fine.

nothing bad will happen between us.

(:

dont think i got bf le i forget u all wor.

im not tat kind of friend de wor.

i will still find time to meet u all up.

ar bo u all can try ur luck to go marina square mcd to look for me lor.

haha.

lucky june and shinyi.

went to find me juct nice im working.

thanks for the subway.

im sorry tat im busy at tat point of time.

got no time to do drinks for u all.

hees.

=p

i miss you all~!!